confusion

Looking back at my last post, I have come to realize that im being retarded. Im probably just pissed that I didnt win 90k again this week. After my short disaster in the cash games, I played 22 $215 sngs, going 3/2/2/15 for a small amount of profit. I was considering playing some more tonight but honestly, I just dont feel like it. Its weird. I feel like need to work just for the sake of being productive but I dont really need to work because I am set moneywise for a year or so...Maybe tomorrow I will force myself to put in some hours.

Right now im playing some random mtts on stars. I have been cashing in almost every rebuy tourney I have played on stars since my big cash, which gives me a ton of confidence that I am a winning player in deepstack mtts. While that is all nice, Im not cashing enough in the short stack mtts to make me content. If the mtts in new orleans are anything like they were in tunica, they are fairly short stacked, so im going to put in some time playing the $22 and $55 180 and 90 person sngs and also all the normal mtts tuat run while im waiting for the sngs to fill. I think my problem is that I dont get in there and gamble enough, so im going to work on that. So anyways, ill probably load up 10 or so mtts and see how they go.