i dont get it

I must be horrible at mtts. I ended up playing a $378 on party, a $216 on full tilt, a $530, $215 and $650 on stars today and got back a whoppiong $0. Basically everything that could go wrong went wrong. I got 3 outered in the party, and $530 and $215 stars one, I had QJ on a QJx board lose to KQ in the party one, and on full tilt, I had JJ on a JTx board lose to AA. The one that really pissed me off was the $650 wsop sat on stars that I lost about 30 seconds ago. I ended up taking 39th. I needed to get 23rd to get a $12,000 seat. Thats about the same spot I had last time I played that mtt. I had QQ in late position and obviously the bb has KK. So...obviously god hates me. Thats ok I guess. I also went 6/8/1/40 in $215s for a $625 loss.So, all in all, a nice -$2614 day. I ran really really bad in everything though. I lost 12 $215s in a row at one point. I was starting to worry that I was going to be down a zillion buyins. I might play later tonight but right now, I need to go get untilted.