I think everything is going to be alright.

Well, I put in a short little session on stars today, getting in basically every $225 and $114 speed sng that ran for a few hours. I got in 79 games for $1200ish profit. I cant see the chip stacks when I 12 table on my laptop like I can on party, so I was forced to play them cascaded, which I hated before today. I like how the most recent active table pops up on stars...kinda like the old multi table helper program on party. Anyways, 12 games just doesnt feel like nearly enough when you have 30 seconds to act, so I ended up playing between 18 and 26 at a time for most of the session. Curtains actually IMed me when I was around 26 because apparently when I went to the restroom I went "away" on a few tables and was blinding off...How nice of him. Anyways, im looking foreward to spending lots of stars points. I figured out that I can get a 50" plasma tv for every 600 $225s I play. Also, if I play like 35 $555s per day, which I plan on doing once I get some money in my stars account, I can get a $100,000 ashton martin after a year of playing. Its basically the same as rakeback on party but you are forced to spend it...so instead of paying my bills with rakeback and my poker winnings on random stuff, ill spend my poker winnings on bills and rakeback on random stuff. All in all, I think everything will be fine.

Today I played a $1000 super sat at rhe bellagio. There were only 5 people at my opening table so I was stealing the blinds from the dead stacks. I raised about 5 out of the first 7 hands when I got QQ. I raised, some guy reraised to 450 (out of 3000 stack) I push and he instacalls with AQ like its the nuts. He flops and A and I lose. Yay. I am done with live poker for a long long time if I dont get itm in these next 2 events and even then, im going to have to cash for a significant amount in the main event to make me even consider playing anymore. PRetty much, I hate them and I am bad at them.